I was checking all of my janicek.com email addresses on my host’s web panel tonight and took note of an email address that I had setup for my Dad four years ago.
It was at that point where I lost it.
I regained my composure long enough to write an email to my Dad.
I checked his inbox. There were two spam emails. There were 8 emails from our family friend, Don. There was one email from his son, letting him know that he loved him and missed him.
I’m going to leave those messages there for him so maybe he can read them some day.
Monday marked six months since he died.
I miss you, Dad.